Wednesday, June 22, 2011

5 weeks

About 5 more weeks until I make the biggest and scariest and intensest (?) move of my entire life!!!!! It's so weird to think that I will be living in Puerto Rico for ~3.5 YEARS!!!!! but thank goodness for breaks. I'll definitely need them for my own sanity and to let my brain rest haha. And of course to visit family and friends. It is very surreal for me. I am starting to figure out what I need to bring and what I need to pack/leave behind. Mostly everything that I will take is clothes and shoes. Of course.

I am so excited to encounter different people from all over the country and of course the local Puerto Ricans...if I ever have time to venture off of campus! I have never done anythig remotely close to this and I am beyond estatic. Everything happens for a reason.

Saturday, June 4, 2011

spinning out of control

Life is unpredictable, unreliable, and a whirlwind. Sometimes I feel that I am on a continuous roller coaster with no end in sight. Once I feel grounded and I have everything figured out, something new comes up! But, I guess that is life. It completely sucks how much I hate and dislike change. I am trying to grow up and just deal with it, but sometimes it's hard. I wish I could predict/know the future. Wouldn't life be a little bit easier?

Only two months left in Columbus!!!!! So crazy. After 23 years I am finally moving away. Growing up and getting out of my little bubble. I am terrified and excited at the same time. Every time I think about it, I get so many mixed emotions! I just hope that I am making the right decisions.

But, then again everything always happens for a reason :)